Keeper of My Dreams

When you're not here to share

my days and nights

My life is so incomplete

For you are my heart, my soul

The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek 

Without you I merely exist from day to day

With you I know that I will find

All that I have been searching for

My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams

The one who holds my heart with both hands

The one I want to spend my life with

The one with whom I will

always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin

Through all that life will throw our way

Knowing that this special love we share

Will guide us, each and every day

This journey started long ago

Before this time and place

The journey of completeness

As two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what I want with you

For the search is at an end

Our hearts have found each other

As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

  

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Paglingon Sa Nakaraan

kasabay ng paglipas ng araw

nalilimot din ang barkadahan.

parang pahina ng kalendaryo,

unti-unting nalalagas ang buwan.

bawat isa 

may landas na tinatahak.

may kanya-kanyang

pinaruonan.

wala na nga 

ang ingay ng tropa

tawa ng kaibigan

saya ng pagsasamahan.

sa paglingon sa nakaraan

bumalik ako sa lugar

kung saan 

madalas mag-umpukan

tahimik na, ibang-iba

binago na ng panahon.

katunayang 

wala na nga kayo

sa paglisan ko

nasabi ko na.........

“nakabalik ako sa lugar,

pero hindi sa panahon

na kasama ko kayo”

Kakamis di ba?

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What A Fool is a Lover Could Be

(Photo form: Devian Art)

Diamonds shimmer
in the depths of the
calmest pond.

I reach for one,

but I can’t touch.

Instead I create a current

and stir the murky depths

Mud and clay

cloud the once clear pool.

Only evidence is washed away

in a roaring wave.

The wave descends

and shatters the once still air

Into the voices

of a thousand tiny angels,

Each one crying out

for a lost soul to save.

As the river breaks

into the ocean of dreams,

I stare and wonder

in its magnificence.

Dare I?

I stand at the banks, unnerved, yet intrigued

as I decide

to cast away all

that is required of me,

I dive into the howling waters

In search of the diamond I

couldn’t see.

The raging subsides

as the river claims

yet another foolish lover.

And the pain subsides,

as the heart refuse to beat.

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I Wish I'm a Phoenix

I'm screaming behind this bars

On this world of selfish desire

Longing for an escape

Free myself, whatever it takes.

But try hard as I might

I always get lost every night

Each passing day I grow weak

No one to hear me as I speak.

So I pray my breath to leave

Take away my life with it

Consume me with fire from hell

Go forth, you have a story to tell.

And leave me alone crying

With burning tears never ending

Making a pool of blood beneath my feet

My reflection laughing, I was deceive.

Oh how I wish I'm a phoenix

That burst into flame when his heart ache

From ashes, a new life begins

Free from misery, no memory of the past.

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I Wanna Be

I'd rather be a little boy with his head on the clouds,
doin' nothing but day dreaming of love.
Instead of the guy who sees the dark before the light,
the one who thinks he has everything under control...
when everything just reachin' the breaking point...

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Living My Life

Through sheer insanity,
I jump off the ring of fire that kept me in prison,
consuming all my strength.
Then freedom on the apex of it is finally on my reach,
disregarding all the pessimism, resentments and sarcasms..
 

I become whole again..
Which I've wanted years ago..
Mustering  a will power plus an ounce of courage...

And a colossal amount of appreciation of life.

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Why?

 

Your life's a mystery,
mine is an openbook.
If I could read your mind,
I would've take a look.
What have you got to fight?
What would you need to prove?
Hiding with all life's lies,
but that's the only truth.
What have you got to say
of the shadow of the past?
What are you gonna be
willing to lose?
To gain someone special
to win your cause?
What have you got to hide?
Who will it compromise?
Where do we have to be?
So you can be happy
and I would be free?
How could we be so blind,
not to see the heart's sublime?
Are you willing to leave the past behind?
Till eternity can you be mine?
Why it got to be this hard?
Why can't we just make it right?

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And He Was Gone

He chose to walk alone,

though others wondered why

Refused to look before him,

kept eyes cast upwards towards the sky

He didn’t have companions;

no need for earthly things

Only wanted freedom

from what he felt were puppet strings.

He longed to be a bird,

that he might fly away.

He pitied every blade of grass,

for planted they would stay.

He longed to be a flame

that brightly danced alone.

Felt jealous of the steam

that made the air its only home.

Some say he wished too hard;

some say he wished too long.

But we awoke one autumn day

to find that he was gone.

The trees, they say, stood witness;

the sky refused to tell

But someone who had seen it

said the story played out well

He spread his arms out wide,

breathed in the break of dawn

He just let go of all he held…

and then he was gone

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Fake

Fake, that's all I am
My meaningless smile,
My hollow laugh,
It’s all an act.

Outside I’m happy
Inside I’m not,
My life is empty
My soul is dead.

I hide all the sadness,
I don’t want people to care,
I’m a useless cause
My sadness, I will not share.

As the emotions get stronger,
I have but one release
With one quick slash,
I finally rest in peace.

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Silent Tears

She'd known him her entire life,
She always dream to be his wife.
Just his smile made her heart melt,
but she never told him how she felt.

Forever hoped to have him here,

Always dreamed to have him near.
Time passed and they both did grow.
But still she never let him know
.
Perfect chances passed her by,
but she couldn't tell this guy...
No matter what she'd ever do,
He still didn't have a clue.

But one day her whole world did end,
When she heard news from a friend...
About the wreck he'd gotten in...
She'll never see his smile again.

Now at his grave she softly cries,
The tears running from her sad eyes.
The hurting girl whose heart is broken.....
All because of love
unspoken.....

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Let Me Rest In Peace

You know I can’t love for so many reasons

For I know I will break and suffer in prisons

But you still show me the things missing in my life

So I stayed in the shadows and deny the light

Then before I knew it, the pain already began

When somebody else ran with you and held your hand

And then you came back, pretending that you love me

Yet I’m a fool for you to accept your sorry

Now I’ve learn my lesson and became a fighter

And I’ve buried my heart under six feet deeper

I removed my soul, I removed my emotions

Love is pathetic, numb to all infatuations

I will not cry anymore or shed any tear

My life’s a big bad karma and my name is fear

From the wounds from loving, my only hope is death

Let a faceless warlock curse me and take my last breath

Yes nobody came to raised me from my coffin

Absence of warmth and my heart stops on beating

I need no hand with a purple bracelet to ease

Please don’t visit my grave and let me rest in peace

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